To be broken....

Well I was told this week that in order for God to turn me into something wonderful and beautiful, so I can become what HE wants in my life that I am walking through this fire trying to figure it all out!  I am not sure this is what I would have chosen for myself, my family, my kids, and our future, but sadly here it is and what can I do run away from it all?  I am a fighter and a fixer, when things get tough, I resort to these inner qualities.  So I am fighting and seeking God's Will for what he wants me to do, this is proving very challenging to me but I will find it through prayer and his word. 

HERE IS A VERSE I FIND MYSELF GOING TO A LOT RIGHT NOW:

Trust in him at all times, you people; Pour out your heart before him; God is a refugue us

PSALM 62:8