Saturday, February 18, 2012

Day 12

Write a love poem to someone you love, not a poem but a love letter nonetheless,

How, we missed you over the holidays, you were not here with us, there are brief moments in this life, where I can almost hear you speaking to me, and then I realize my mistake, you are gone, taken way to soon for all of us.  I wonder what you would think of your grandchildren now, would you be proud, how fun it would have been for Brandyn to take you a breakfast burrito on a cold morning, he drives now, how I wish you could have seen it, Taylor is dancing in her recital tonight, you would have loved it, and of course been the loudest cheerer, next to me of course; Savannah is reading, amazing since I was told numerous times, with you at my side she may never speak, and Isaac, well there are no words for his zest for life, he loves the ipad, has it all figured it which I am sure would make you laugh, and sometimes, I feel sad that he will never know you except through memories and photos, yet I wonder does that make it easier for him, not to know the grief that can overcome you in a moment!  The Hospice has been busy delivering daffodils, how I missed not getting one from you, remember how we used to stop by the side of the road and pick those freely in California, I told Brandyn about that the other day and he thought I we were totally crazy.  I guess there are no words, we just miss you, miss laughing with you, crying with you and having you with us.  We love you Mom!

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