January 20, 2000

Well son your four years old. This amazes me. You're such an old soul. You think everything through, you hate for me to leave your side, we stay up and read later than we should in bed, then we talk some more and sometimes I fall asleep next to you. You're getting ready to be a big brother to a sister or brother.  I can't wait to see how you go from my only baby to my oldest baby. I have no doubt you will do fine. Things are changing for our little family and I'm excited for us. We love to watch Free Willy and play games. You're favorite book is still And A Sunflower Grew and you still love cars and tractors. You dislike being dirty and you dislike messy things. You help me clean all the time. I'd say you're growing up and becoming independent in so many ways with a mommy who is in awe of seeing you become you. 

I love you so much son!

Love always,

Your momma